The Private Sanctuary: Reflections from the Art Sketchbook Journal
There is a profound, quiet liberation in creating something that is never intended for the eyes of a marketplace. In the pages of my Art Sketchbook Journal, the constraints of "the series" or the "sellable piece" vanish. This journal is a dedicated sanctuary for soul release meditation—a space where my creative practice is distilled down to its purest form: personal development and raw gratification.
A Journey Through Subject and Soul
My work in this journal serves as a bridge between the physical world and my internal exploration. While my public portfolio often focuses on the rugged vistas of the American West, these sketches allow me to wander across a broader emotional and geographical map.
Landscapes and Waterscapes: Whether it is the crystalline reflection of a snow-capped peak in a still lake or the vibrant, Fauvist-inspired sunset behind a lone cypress, these pieces are studies in light and atmosphere. They are not just records of places, but records of how those places felt at the moment of observation.
Cultural Revival: A significant portion of this journal is dedicated to honoring indigenous peoples. These portraits and scenes capture the vital energy of cultural practices being revived and brought back into the heart of communities. It is a meditative process of painting resilience and the enduring power of tradition.
Architectural Exploration: Moving from the organic lines of nature to the structured beauty of human design, my architectural sketches—like the rhythmic arches of a sun-drenched corridor—allow me to play with perspective and the interplay of shadow and stone.
The Process: Intuition Over Expectation
My process within these pages is inherently experimental. Using gouache and watercolor, I embrace the fluid nature of the media to push beyond my usual boundaries.
Meditation: Each session begins with a release of expectation. The goal isn't a "perfect" painting, but a deeper connection to the brush.
Expressionistic Freedom: You can see the influence of Expressionism and Surrealism more poignantly here. Colors are chosen for their emotional resonance—lavender skies, fiery orange earth, and deep teal foliage—rather than strict realism.
Growth through Repetition: This journal is where I "fail" safely. By testing new textures on paper or wood panels within these pages, I develop the techniques that eventually find their way into my larger Texas Landscape series.
The Sacredness of the Unsold
By declaring that these sketches will never be for sale, I protect the integrity of the journal. It remains a record of a year—specifically 2025—spent practicing art not as a profession, but as a vital human function. These images are the footprints of my development as an artist, kept close to the chest to ensure that the spark of curiosity never becomes a chore.
In these pages, the art is mine, the process is the reward, and the growth is infinite.
Essays on the individual paintings may be found on my Practicing Art Journal on Substack.
